Colossians 3:12-17 Words of Encouragement at Christmas Halftime

Observation: Lots of encouragement for Christian Life. A wonderful image, not just to "be" compassionate, kind, humble, meek, patient, and loving, but to "clothe yourself" with those things.

Application: I don't do a lot of clothes shopping for myself. But often on Christmas morning, I find myself wearing an outfit of mostly new clothes, which I found under the tree.

This reading from Colossians reminds me that there are a lot of attributes Christians are supposed to just "have," as though they can just find them inside themselves. You follow Jesus, right? So why can't you just "be" more patient, kind, humble, compassionate, meek and loving? What's wrong with you that you can't do that?

We'll the thing is, that stuff isn't who we naturally are. We're human beings, not saintly superheroes. We're sinners like everyone else. We have a wonderful example of holy living in Jesus, but by ourselves, we can't imitate him. We need to be "clothed" with the things that made him special. Unless we find those gifts under the tree, from the Holy Spirit, we're not going to attain them on our own. 

At Christmas, a twelve day festival celebrating Jesus' birth, we remember that God chooses to be with us. God wants to live in our presence, full of grace and truth. We remember he is the gift, and this gift is there for us every day.

It's only the sixth day of Christmas. It's Christmas Halftime. While the rest of the world moves on to the next thing, while New Year celebrations ramp up, let's continue to celebrate, reflect, open our gifts from God, and try them on. Compassion, kindness, humility, patience, meekness and love... maybe we'll grow into them this year.

Prayer: God, thank you for the gifts your Spirit gives us this Christmas and each day. Help us to open them, to try them on, to wear them proudly for the world to see. Amen. 

Micah 4:9-10 Is There No King in You?

Observation: the prophet tells the people they will go to Babylon. The exile in Babylon was a traumatic event in the history of God's people that became a symbol of every bad thing that happens when their relationship with God becomes strained. Yet still, it says "there you shall be rescued", and asks the rhetorical question, "Is there no king in you?" If God is their king, the answer is always "yes."

Application: This makes me think of the term "functional atheism." Even if we say we believe in God, and that God helps us in times of trouble, our attitude and actions day to day are as if that's not true.

No person of faith is immune to this. I catch myself falling into this trap all the time. It's especially tricky if you do a lot of outwardly "spiritual" things, like attend worship or Bible study, because you can point to those "churchy"  behaviors and still not  realize that you are making decisions every day as if there were no God.

I need help remembering that God is alive and active in my life. Now and again, I need someone to ask me, "Is there no King in you?"

Prayer: God, remind me you are here, you are for us, and that our lives will be a lot more meaningful if we act like it. Amen. 

Advent Message: The Way We're Supposed to Feel

Text: Lamentations 3:1-24, 31-33

“I think there’s something wrong with me, Linus.  

Christmas is coming, but I’m not happy.

I don’t feel the way I’m supposed to feel.”

That opening line from Charlie Brown rings just as true today as fifty-three years ago,

if not more so.

“I think there’s something wrong with me.

I don’t feel the way I’m supposed to feel.”

There are plenty of other times of year when you can get away with feeling miserable and people won’t notice. But at the holidays, the pressure’s on. 

Be thankful! Be joyful! Be generous! Put on a happy face!

“I think there’s something wrong with me. 

I don’t feel the way I’m supposed to feel.”

Weird that so many people can feel that way, yet each feel like we’re the only one.

It’s enough to keep Lucy’s five-cent psychiatric booth going full time. 

“Wow, great way to start off Advent, Pastor Tim! Nothing says 'Christian hope' like reading from Lamentations and talking about seasonal depression! 

We feel better already!”

But I think Charlie Brown is working with a bad assumption, 

when he talks about how he’s “supposed to” feel. 

There are some seasons in our lives, 

when we’re actually supposed to hurt.

When we’re supposed to feel tired.

When we’re supposed to feel sad.

When we’re supposed to feel

 like we have a piece missing.

There are some times in our lives, when there’s nothing wrong with you if you feel that way, and there might just be something wrong if you didn’t!

Tradition holds that the prophet Jeremiah wrote Lamentations right after Jerusalem was destroyed by the Babylonians. Thousands from the city got carted off to Babylon, hundreds of miles from home. Who wouldn’t be hurting at a time like that?

But Jeremiah feels this national tragedy, in a deeply personal way. 

God hasn’t just attacked Judah. God has attacked me.

God didn’t just do this to my country.

God did this to me.

And as a theologian, I pull back a bit when I read this: “Hold up hold up, God loves everyone, God doesn’t punish people like that. We live in a fallen world. Sin runs wild and causes some bad things to happen to good people, but God never wanted this for us, God didn’t directly do this.” And intellectually, I believe that’s true. 

But emotionally, when we’re grieving, like Jeremiah,

sometimes we feel like God did do this.

In times of grief, loneliness, emptiness, sometimes it’s hard not to point our finger at God and say, “Why? Why are you allowing this? Why aren’t you fixing this?”

And if we believe God is good all the time, we stop and think, 

“wait wait wait,this isn’t how we’re supposed to feel.”

When we worry, we’re supposed to feel calm because God has it handled, right?

When fail at something, we’re supposed to feel hopeful 

because God has something even better planned, right?

When we lose a loved one, we’re supposed to be happy they’re with Jesus, right?

We’re getting ready to celebrate the Christ Child! Happy is how Christians are supposed to feel, because everything will work out in the end, and if it hasn’t worked out, it’s not the end…right?

So what happens when Christians don’t feel

the way we’re “supposed” to feel?

We crack open Lamentations,

And see we’re not alone.

We see that sometimes, even the most faith-filled people say things like, 

“gone is my glory and all that I had hoped from the Lord.”

Believe it or not, sometimes,

Even people of faith are supposed to hurt.

Even the one with the strongest faith you can imagine, still said, 

“My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”

Sometimes it’s only natural to say to God,

“why did you do this to me?”

Again, I don’t think God does these awful things to us, 

but sometimes we feel like God did.

And sometimes it even helps to say it out loud,

Because we can’t hide it from God, anyway.

I think we do a lot of harm to fellow believers, 

when we talk about how a Christian is supposed to feel. 

Because if Jesus wept, then we can, too.

You want to know why the Advent season is my favorite? 

Because it’s a safe place to be in pain.

It’s a shelter from the big, bright, glitzy onslaught of manufactured happiness 

we see everywhere else.

It’s a little dark corner, under God’s wing,

Where we can rest from pretending to feel how we’re supposed to feel, 

and feel how we actually feel.

Advent is a time to wait, to not be fully satisfied, to grieve, to long for what will be.

To feel incomplete.

To know that until Jesus returns,

There’s a little piece of every person that’s missing. 

Why would we be perfectly, completely content, 

when God’s kingdom hasn’t fully come?

Why would we be completely at home,

In a world that still isn’t finished?

Advent reminds us that we’re not supposed to feel complete, 

until the world is completely the place it’s supposed to be!   

So we say “Come, Lord Jesus!”

And we trust that God’s steadfast love never ceases, 

and God’s mercies never end.

They’re new every morning.

Even on the mornings, and the evenings,

And the long, long nights,

Where we don’t feel

how we’re supposed to feel. 

    

Revelation 11:15-19 The Kingdom of Our Lord and His Messiah

Observation: At the blowing of the last of seven trumpets, voices in heaven sing a song of praise to God, "The kingdom of this world has become the kingdom of our Lord and of his Messiah." This union of earth and heaven is both the goal and the driving force moving the Book of Revelation forward. In fact, if you're looking for one central theme running through Jesus' ministry, and even scripture as a whole, you can do a whole lot worse than the Reign of God--God's will done on earth as in heaven.

Application: When I read this verse, my mind always goes to Handel's Messiah, which many associate with the holiday season. "The kingdom of this world is become the kingdom of our God and of his Christ, and he shall reign forever and ever." In fact, seriously, if your time is limited, just watch this video of the Opera Company of Philadelphia in 2010, taking Macy's shopping center by storm with a dozen local choirs, singing this song in praise to God, in the midst of the buzz of commercialism. I can hardly think of a better way to envision the God's coming among us to reign, than ordinary people singing out God's praises.

The other reason I'm directing you there this morning is because honestly, I'm having a hard time coming up with much to offer today. As we get ready for Advent to begin, I know I'm running on fumes. I'm going on parental leave a week from tomorrow (that is if, by God's grace, this baby follows our plans and doesn't come early). I've still got a to-do list as long as my arm, leading right up to Christmas Eve, and it all has to get done this week. I've got that old familiar feeling of being a student near exam time, with two or three ten-page papers and half a dozen tests to study for, and it's getting to be too much.

So what I'm clinging to as I read these words about God's kingdom is the assurance that, as Revelation attests, we are not responsible for making it happen, nor can we. God does that. We pray, "Your kingdom come; your will be done on earth as in heaven." That's what Jesus taught us to long for--not an escape from this world, or our lives as we know them, but for God's full presence within it, and when the time comes, God's reign over all that is. Martin Luther said, "In fact, God's kingdom comes on its own without our prayer, but we ask in this prayer that it may also come to us." That's what I'm praying and longing for this Advent season. I can't make anything of real significance happen on my own, and believe me, I've tried. So my prayer this Advent, as an exhausted, stressed, anxious pastor and dad is, "Your kingdom come; your will be done on earth, and in my life, as in heaven. And soon, please?"

Prayer: God, I can't make this happen by myself. I'm completely overwhelmed. Even the simple, little things I know I can do to help me feel connected to you, that stuff is hit-or-miss right now. But I'm praying that your kingdom will come, right here, in my life, today, because I desperately need it, and so does my family, and so does your world. Amen, Come Lord Jesus.

Daniel 8:15-27 Don't Make it All About You.

Observation: Daniel is a Jew in exile in the kingdom of Babylon. He has a relatively cushy job as a servant in the king's court, but he keeps having these bizarre visions. In this vision, which the angel Gabriel says is "for the time of the end," he sees a ram with two horns that represent the kings of Media and Persia. The Goat itself stands for the king of Greece. After these kings play their part, the vision describes "a king of bold countenance, skilled in intrigue." More on this king: "By his cunning he shall make deceit prosper under his hand, and in his own mind he shall be great." 

Application. "He shall make deceit prosper under his hand, and in his own mind he shall be great." 

Yikes. I mean...Yikes. 

Look, I'm not sure what you want me to say here. Well no, actually, I know exactly what roughly half of you want me to say. And still, I'm not sure it's the best idea to say it. 

A lot of us probably read this verse, written down thousands of years ago, and want to apply it directly to our time and place, our country, our culture, this specific year, this specific election cycle. So yes, many people of faith reading this would say our current president, Donald Trump, has said a whole lot of things that turned out not to be true, and he seems either not to know or not to care that he is spreading false information. And yes, I'm one of those people. If you disagree, I can and will still joyfully love you and serve with you. I mean that. 

THAT BEING SAID. What I preached on Sunday about reading apocalyptic language is also true of this text. It is a huge mistake for modern people to make the Bible "all about us," as though every apocalyptic vision applies directly to our time and place. For instance, with this text, we'd have to throw out a whole lot of it--the whole piece about the kings of Media, Persia, and Greece, which, by the way, applied directly to Daniel's time and place--in order to shoe-horn the text into fitting our situation. 

So what do we do when part of an apocalypse seems to speak directly to our time? We pray about it. We talk about it. We do our homework and learn more about where it came from. And we remember the bottom line of all apocalyptic literature, laid out perfectly in today's text: "he shall be broken, and not by human hands." The future is God's problem. Faithfulness in the present is our problem. 

In my non-scientific Biblical survey, in precisely 0.0% of cases does God expect the faithful to go out and defeat the forces of evil and deception on their own. In precisely 100.0% of cases, we are expected to stay faithful, keep right on doing justice, loving mercy, and walking humbly, and let God handle the big picture. Many scholars of this kind of literature would say that, indeed, is its whole message to the original audience: "The Babylonian Empire is not your problem. It's God's, and God is handling it. In the meantime, hang in there, and don't bow down to any idols. I've got your back." 

So, yeah. My application today is to be careful about Biblical application, because most of the time it's not just about me. 

Prayer: God, thank you for visions, for dreamers, for those to whom you reveal truths. Help us to not make that truth about us, but about you. Always. Amen.  

   

Colossians 2:6-15 I Know What It's Like to Be Dead

Observation: Paul uses the strongest language possible to communicate life before and after a relationship with Christ: "When you were dead in your trespasses and the uncircumcision of your flesh,  God made you alive together with Christ, when he forgave us all our trespasses..."

Application: This text reminds me that connection to Christ isn't just a lifestyle change, where you get up earlier on Sundays, watch your language or switch up your reading material. According to this, connection to Christ is a matter of death and life, and we have about as much control over it as someone who has died has over their state of being.

A really scary thing about death is the nothingness. Your body just stops. Your breath stops. your heart stops. You don't say anything or do anything, or as far as we know, think anything. All that is finished, and when that happens, there's nothing you or any person can do to restore you back to life.

Maybe it seems extreme to compare isolation from God to "death." I know I've had moments when I felt very far from God, but I still was able to "go through the motions," and maybe even have some moments of happiness or meaning in the midst of it. In that sense, it's not really like being "dead", as far as I know.

But again, the point of this passage is not about what the emotional experience of estrangement from God is like. It's about who is in control. Death is the ultimate example of having lost agency and control. And we know there's no coming back from that, at least that we can accomplish. But if God can raise a man from the dead, God can raise us, too. There is no sin, no trespass, no estrangement that God can't overcome, no chasm that God can't reach across and bring us back again. Death is final for us, because it's the definitive end of our power. But for God, who is the source of our lives, it's only the beginning.

As we enter this winter season, I know that seasonal depression can be a very real thing. And that can often be accompanied by feelings of loneliness or isolation from God. If you are someone who struggles from this, I know it can be awful. It can be like having died. Wanting so badly to get up, get out, get moving, get connected, or wanting to want to, but just not having that power within yourself. If this describes you, please know I am here for you, as a listener, as a prayer partner, as a listener, and as someone who can help refer you to professional hep if needed. And please also know this word from God: when we were dead in our trespasses--not sick, not down in the dumps, but dead, with no way to recover--God made us alive again, with Christ. This promise is for you, for me, for all, for always.

Prayer: God, thank your for raising us with Christ. Thank your for reaching out to us when we couldn't reach out to you. Thank you for life. Amen.  

1 Timothy 6:11-21, The Good Confession

The Theological Declaration of Barmen, Germany, 1934

Observation: At the end of this letter, Paul tells Timothy, a young pastor, to "fight the good fight of faith, and take hold of eternal life, to which you were called and for which you made the good confession in the presence of many witnesses." Paul repeats this language of "good confession" again, and ends his letter by saying, "guard what has been entrusted to you." If Christians today feel as though we're in a theological free-for-all, it's nothing compared to the cacophony of ideas that was the first century. Every congregation's beliefs was slightly different, and there were dozens of movements, all claiming Jesus as their inspiration, with very different beliefs. In this context, it was all the more important for Timothy to hang onto the faith which he was taught.

Application: As I reflect on this "good confession," my mind goes to the Confessing Church of Germany in the 1930's, which arose as a dissenting movement against the "German Christians" who conflated Christian ideals with those of the Nazi party. Reading the words of the Barmen Declaration of 1934, I'm struck by how uncontroversial they are--or at least should be--for Christians in any modern society. Only Jesus is Lord. The Church has no earthly leader. The Word of God alone guides the doctrines of the Church, not current political ideas. The Church should not be subordinate to or ruled by the state. These seem like such basic ideas to us today. But he writers of this statement were considered quite doctrinaire and inflexible by many of their contemporaries.

Sadly, we often don't know the value of holding to the "good confession"--of knowing the basic non-negotiables of our faith--until we see in hindsight when they were lost. In the twenty-first century, just as in the twentieth, just as in the first, we need to practice placing Jesus above all other things in our lives, whether it's simple things like how we spend our time, or big things like how we think and talk about our political convictions. Like any other muscle, our ability to confess the faith can atrophy with disuse. And unfortunately, the time when we most need it, when the stakes are higher than we could have imagined, will often show up without warning.

Prayer: God, keep us steadfast in your word. Curb those who by deceit or sword, would wrest the kingdom from your Son, and bring to naught all he has done. 

Ruth 4:7-22 Happy Ending, Kind Of

Observation: It's hard to get past the patriarchal nature of this "happy ending" for Ruth. Boaz takes off his sandal, in front of everybody, and claims his right of redemption as the closest living relative to Ruth's deceased husband who is willing to take her in. He attests in front of these witnesses that he has "acquired" Ruth. Like she's some side table at a public auction. It's disturbing, but that was the world they lived in, and for Ruth it was genuinely the happiest ending she could have imagined. It reminds me of a lot of the "fairy tale endings" we still unwittingly hold up for too many of our daughters: that happiness is being "acquired" by some strong, rich Prince Charming, rather than pursuing a meaningful vocation of their own. Again, we lift up this story as an "ideal" at our peril. 

What's also worthy of note, though, is that the women of Bethlehem have a very different interpretation. This happy ending still revolves around fertility, which is a sore subject in itself, but they praise God on Naomi's behalf because "your daughter-in-law, who is more than seven sons to you,  has borne" an heir. This baby, by the way, is Obed, also known as King David's Granddad. So Ruth, the Moabite, a foreigner from a traditional enemy of Israel, by staying faithful to Naomi and Naomi's God, even against Naomi's own advice, becomes the great-grandmother of the most renowned king in Israel's history. 

Application: I have a daughter and two (soon to be three) sons, and I'm glad to be a dad in 2018. I say this without hesitation, knowing full well that times are tough, and the world is dangerous, and our democracy is in crisis, and we have a very short time to turn the course of environmental degradation. 

And yet, reading this text, I'm once again glad to be raising a daughter and sons in 2018. There was a time--in fact, most of history--when Ruth's "happy ending" was the best happy ending any woman could hope for: to "be acquired." And though Ruth shows immense courage, faithfulness and cunning in pursuing that goal, it's clear there was no "Plan B" in her world. For my daughter, the possibilities are limitless. 

And reading this text, I'm glad for my boys, too, because they don't have to be Boaz. They don't have to pursue wealth and power over others, and "acquiring" a partner, as the only way to a full life. They can learn from Boaz's compassion, his diligence in doing right by Ruth, yet not feel they have to see material wealth as the be-all and end-all of success. 

I'm glad to be a dad in 2018, because my kids have options. They may not have the same level of material success as their great grandparents. But with God's help, their minds are free. 

Prayer: God, thank you for feminism. Thank you for the possibilities available to my daughter and my sons. Help us to continue creating a world of possibility for all. Amen.  

Ruth 3:14-4:6 Ruth and Boaz...So Many Questions...

Observation: I'll save some of the euphemistic and poetic language for another day. The plain, indisputable facts of the story are that Ruth has spent the night with Boaz, prior to their being married, on the threshing floor where women don't normally go. What, if anything, happened between the two of them other than sleep is a matter of interpretation. I guess. But...yeah. What is notable is, firstly, that Ruth initiates this relationship, and secondly, that after this point Boaz goes through a fairly complex legal to-do list in order to make Ruth his wife.

Application: As a model for love and intimacy, this story leaves me with more questions than answers. I really don't have time to write a long reflection or theological treatise on Biblical notions of marriage and sex, and how they apply to modern life. Which is a good thing, because that's not what this devotional blog should be, nor am I really qualified to speak as an expert either on the Book of Ruth or modern dating (I got married long before Tinder was a thing).

What I will say is this: when a passage like this comes up, I'm reminded that many Christians in the twenty-first century assume that all the notions of marriage and sex we have had in the last hundred years or so are mirrored exactly in what the Bible says. In fact, the Bible says a whole lot of things about marriage and sex and not all of it is supportive of what we consider traditional today.

But if there is anything that's internally consistent from Genesis through Revelation, it's that God is faithful to God's people, all the time. As a model of that faithfulness, God asks us to be faithful to one another, to honor our commitments, and in all of our relationships, to love the other as ourselves. It's not an iron-clad list of statutes about what is and isn't okay in terms of intimacy and sex. In fact, given the opportunity to throw a stone at a woman caught in the act of adultery, which is right there in the Ten Commandments, Jesus declines and says only the sinless should throw stones.

Modern relationships are complicated. Marriage is complicated too. And there's lots we can gain from the Bible, from the witness of saints like Ruth and Boaz. But if we're looking for one cookie-cutter approach to all relationships, so we don't have to rely on God's guidance, the Bible isn't really for that and you won't find what you need unless you ignore a whole ton of other stuff. That's the reality. But in Ruth and Boaz's story, we do get a wonderful example of faithfulness, or taking risks in the name of love, and of care for one's partner beyond simple legal obligations. It may not be a perfect gift-wrapped morality tale for eighth grade confirmation class, but it's a reminder that God is faithful and gives us the power to be faithful too.

Prayer:
God, help us to be faithful in our relationships, for the sake of our partners, for our own sake, and for the sake of all who will come after us. In Jesus' name, Amen.  

Numbers 36:1-13, and Powering Through When The Bible is Boring

Observation: The book of Numbers closes with God's laws about intermarriage between Israelite tribes, and what happens to the lands of one tribe when one of their daughters marry into another. 

Application: If I'm being one hundred percent honest, this morning has been a little rough, and turning to this text from the Daily Lectionary, I was utterly disappointed. I come to God's word needing encouragement, and I get 3,000 year old inheritance law. Okay. 

Lots of times when something like this pops up in my devotions, I'll just pick another text and use that one, but I was thinking that might end up being harmful to people reading this. Here's why. 

It may shock you to learn that as a kid, I was not head-over-heels in love with the Bible. I tried what many young readers do--which was to start reading it like a novel, from Genesis 1 on. And if you've ever tried that, you know that about two thirds of the way through Exodus, you get bogged down in laws and regulations, and if you're looking for an inspiring yarn, you'll get frustrated pretty quick.

If you grow up among people of faith, you may sometimes get the impression that everyone around you--maybe everyone except you--is totally inspired and enriched by every word of the Bible, all the time, and if it ever falls flat or is hard to understand, that's your problem. That if you don't get a rush of endorphins every time you open those sacred pages, you're defective. That is so not true. 

Most people don't fall in love with God's word overnight. They fall in love with it over a long period of time, of learning the history behind it, of talking with other people about how it applies to their life, of underlining stuff and coming back to it later, remembering what they were going through the last time they read it. They fall in love with the Bible by committing to read it even when they don't feel like it's the first thing they want to do each morning. And sometimes, by powering through a text that God put there for a reason, but clearly that reason wasn't to give you your personal spiritual "get up and go" on this particular morning.  

People manage to fall in love with all sorts of stuff they wouldn't have a natural affinity for. It happens all the time. And it happens because they just get down to business and try it enough times so they start to have really good days in the midst of the okay days and the "blah" days. If I decided forever and always how I feel about spinach based on my experience at age 5, I'd have missed out.

No joke, I am very much in love with the Bible, and even more so with the God I encounter there. But I have "blah" days. God doesn't owe me a blockbuster Marvel movie every time I open up my Bible. What matters is I take the time anyway, and believe me, as I continue to do this, the "blah" days are fewer and further between now.

So I'm going to go read Psalm 139 now, because I love it and I need it. Hope your day is good.

Prayer: God, thanks for your word, all the time. thank you for being so good to me, all the time. Thank your for my good days, my okay days and even my "blah" days. Amen.   

Psalm 24 God's Invitation

Observation: Psalm 24 is a song for entry into worship in the Jerusalem Temple. My favorite verse is the first one, "The earth is the Lord's, and all that is in it." There's no place we can go that isn't made and owned by God. The psalm then asks the question about who is worthy to enter God's temple, and responds that it's those who have "clean hands and pure hearts." Finally, the psalm welcomes God, the King of Glory, into the holy space. You can kind of picture a procession of people, starting out in the outer country, entering the city, then the temple, and finally recognizing that God is coming to join them there. 

Application: Today is All Saints Sunday. The ancient Christian calendar was so full of saint days and commemorations that unless you wanted to have a holiday every single day you had to have one catch-all celebration to honor them all, even the ones history missed. But today, this commemoration has come to mark not just of extraordinary Christians who we deem to have "clean hands and pure hearts," but every baptized believer. It's a reminder that we're all in this together. 

One big myth about "saints" is that this term only refers to exceptionally virtuous people--not like the rest of us bums. Some Christians believe that, but not all of us. In Romans, we read that "all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God." Nobody is so virtuous as to have "clean hands and a pure heart" all by themselves. There may be a few shining examples of humankind who sin a little less. But it's silly to compare ourselves to them. The only person with really "clean hands and a pure heart" is Jesus, and compared to him, nobody is close. It's like one ant feeling proud because she's on top of a blade of grass, and therefore closer to the moon than other ants. By ourselves, nobody is clean. Nobody is a saint. 

That's why we have to borrow Christ's righteousness at our baptism. It's as if on the very last day of school, he gave us his report card and took ours. That's what makes us saints. 

Who is worthy to enter God's heavenly temple? Shoot, who is even worthy to occupy this space on God's earth, breathing God's air, eating God's food? The King of Glory. End of list. Good thing he has invited us as guests. 

Have a blessed All Saints Day, fellow sinners. 

Have a blessed All Saints Day, fellow saints. 

Prayer: God, be with all who are struggling today, especially those who are struggling because of their faith in you. Remind them over and over that nothing done in your name is done in vain. Amen. 

Acts 9:32-35 Jesus Christ Heals You

Observation: Just as Jesus did, Peter approaches a paralyzed man and is able to heal him. But importantly, Peter's exact words are, "Jesus heals you." Peter emphasizes over and over that nothing he does is on his own. Jesus does it all.

Application: It's not common--maybe it never was--to see a miraculous healing in Jesus' name. No matter how common some traveling for-profit "faith-healers" would like you to believe it is, there's a reason why even 2,000 years ago healings were included in the Gospels. They don't happen every day.

That's not to say I don't believe they do happen. God can do anything, and God is full of surprises. Sometimes God acts in ways we can't explain. That said, I'm grateful for the advancement of science and medicine we've had in our modern age, and I believe this too comes from God.

The bottom line, as Peter points out, is that healing comes from God. I have no hesitation at all in praying with someone for healing in Jesus' name, knowing that healing takes many forms, and praying prepares us to see them.

Prayer: God, in the name of Jesus, I ask for healing for people in my life who are suffering. I pray, too, for those who I don't know who are suffering. Transform my spirit to be able to know your wonders when I see them. 

Hebrews 7:1-10 One Tenth of Everything

Observation: The Book of Hebrews talks about Melchizedek, a mysterious "king of righteousness" who appears in Genesis 14 with no genealogy (strange for Genesis) and who is also a priest. In Genesis, after winning a battle, Abraham gives Melchizedek the priest king one tenth (or a tithe) of the spoils. From an early Christian standpoint, it's not hard to see why New Testament writers were comparing this priest/king to Jesus. What strikes me is that Abraham doesn't do a deep dive into Melchizedek's family history or background before giving this gift. That's not even the point. He gives not because of Melchizedek's worthiness, but because he, Abraham, is thankful to God.

Application: "Ten percent of everything" is pretty steep. The latest stats of which I'm aware are that active members of Lutheran churches give an average of 2.5% of their income to the church, but it's been a number of years, so I suspect that's gone down. It's something many Christian leaders strive for: to give a tithe of all their income, not after tax but before, out of gratefulness to God. My family is close, but not quite there...and when the bills come pouring in, even what we do give is sometimes a leap of faith.

Although the Bible lifts up "tithing" many times as an example, it's not a magic number. For some families in dire financial straits, it would be a reckless decision to jump to a tithe and go deeper in debt or go without necessities. And for other families, honestly, ten percent is a pittance that would hardly be missed. Maybe God is challenging them more.

It's important to remember, too, that tithing is to God, not just to one congregation, and so any money that you freely give, for which you get nothing in return and which is doing God's will in the world, is part of your giving.

All that said, a tithe is a gesture of gratefulness. It's a decision to count your blessings--all of them--and decide ahead of time how much of what you've ben given will be passed on for God's purposes. It's a choice that instead of hoarding, we will circulate God's blessings.

Prayer: God, when I pray "Your kingdom come, your will be done," I sometimes don't mean it. Sorry. I know that if I really meant it, that would mean devoting all of my resources to making that happen, and sometimes I get scared and hold back some. But I want to keep praying it, because I want to want that, and to give back more of what is yours to make it happen. Amen.

1 Samuel 12:1-25 That I Should Sin By Ceasing to Pray For You

Observation: This seems like an exit interview. Samuel, the last of the judges (tribal leaders of Israel like Moses and Joshua) tells the people to bring up any corruption or wrongdoing on his part now, before he leaves office and Saul becomes their first king. The people confirm that there has been no wrongdoing. Even though Samuel goes out with a violent thunderstorm to signal God's displeasure with the people's demand for a king, he also says a wonderful thing: "Far be it from me that I should sin against the Lord by ceasing to pray for you, and I will instruct you in the good and right way."

Application: It seems like right up until the end, Samuel believes the Israelites could possibly change their outlook and behavior, and choose not to pursue this disastrous course of monarchy. He knows it's the wrong way, but he hasn't been able to convince the people. Now, all he can do is pray for them, and he will not neglect that duty.

It's a lesson we learn over and over again in life, and we always seem to learn it the hard way: we can not change or control anyone else's behavior. Just our own. I've listened to so many people with a family member who suffers from an addiction, a family member or significant other who is manipulative or abusive, or maybe even a whole family system that is dysfunctional and destructive. If you're fortunate enough not to have been in that situation, it's safe to say that in our current toxic political climate we have all had a friend or family member whose mind we had to stop trying to "change", for our own sanity's sake, because the conversation was doing more harm than good. The refrain is shockingly similar: "I tried so hard to help them, I tried so many times, in so many ways, but in the end they didn't want to change, and all I was really doing was slowly killing myself. So I had to let go, let them do what they were going to do, and just keep praying for them."

Like Samuel, so many of us have tied way too much of our self worth to trying to be a good influence on someone who doesn't want to be influenced, and at a certain point we have to realize it isn't helping them one bit. It's just hurting us. When the relationship has to end, either for good or until the other person seeks help, we have not failed. In many cases, we have succeeded in saving ourselves. But we can always pray. We can always commend that person to God's care, and ask God to work the healing we would never have been able to provide. "Far be it from me that I should sin...by ceasing to pray for you."

Prayer: God, help us to release to your care those whom only you can save, which is...which is everybody, come to think of it. In Jesus' strong name, Amen. 

1 Samuel 10:17-25 God's Not-So-Subtle Signs That This Is A Bad Idea

Observation: Gosh...if only there was some way the people of Israel could have known that Saul's reign would not work out well. I mean, yes, God did specifically tell them through the prophet Samuel  that it wouldn't work out well, and laid out all the problems monarchy would create. And yes, God did say through Samuel that by choosing a human king, they are rejecting God as king. And okay, when they press on and ask for a king anyway, the one they choose by lot is Saul, and he's...hiding with the luggage for some reason? The text doesn't say why (though later in the book there are indications that Saul suffered from a debilitating mental illness, so that could contribute to it), but they go grab him and bring him out anyway, because this king thing is happening today, no ifs, ands or buts. "Long live the king!"

If only God had given us some heads up that it wouldn't go as planned...

Application: Okay, it's easy to sarcastically pick apart someone else's decisions knowing the whole sad story, but come on...the signs were there. God tried to let the people know this wouldn't end well. And it didn't.

In an age where you don't commonly have God's voice booming from a cloud, and you don't have one established prophet to speak with God's voice, it may feel a lot harder to hear God's voice, or to interpret the signs of what we should or shouldn't be doing today. But I believe signs still do come. We just have to have our eyes open.

Sometimes we get an idea so firmly stuck in our brains that we assume it's got to be from God. Otherwise, why would we feel so strongly about it? But no matter how strongly we feel, sometimes we can waste a lot of time and effort running into the same brick wall over and over again, refusing to listen or accept that maybe God has something else in mind for us.

It's a blessing to be able to check in with God's word, check in with Christian friends and request their prayers, and check in through our own prayers, to figure out whether it's time to change course. If an idea we had doesn't work out, that doesn't mean our effort was in vain. If there had never ben a Saul, there wouldn't have been a David, and if there hadn't been a David, we wouldn't have the Messiah from David's line: Jesus. But it won't always work the way we expect, and we save ourselves a lot of misery by just paying attention. God gives us signs, and often they are not subtle. We just have to be open to them.

Prayer: God, help me read the signs you set out, and believe them. Amen. 

Obadiah 17-21 And the Kingdom Shall Be the Lord's

Observation: The end of this book is about vengeance. The "house of Esau", or the Edomite neighbors who stood by and let Judah be conquered, will be "burned up" by the Judahite kingdom. But ultimately, "the kingdom shall be the Lord's." Throughout the Old Testament, we are reminded again and again that the real ruler of Israel is God. Any other earthly king can only rule in God's place, on God's behalf.

Application: I don't think God wants me to take away from this that it's okay or good to seek out and fantasize about revenge. That's why I focus in on that last line: "The kingdom shall be the Lord's". Whatever else will or won't happen in this renewed kingdom, the most important thing to the prophet is that it belongs to God, and God calls the shots.

This makes me think of the things I pray about on a regular basis. I've never specifically prayed for revenge, but we all pray with certain "results" in mind.  Whether it's health, safety, happiness, security, success, prosperity, healing, or a hundred other things, we pray asking God to take action and achieve a positive outcome.

But in Christian prayer, there's always a twist ending: "In Jesus' name, Amen." We pray this because whatever result we have in mind, we want it to be in line with Jesus' purposes. If it doesn't advance God's Reign, the space in which God's will is done on earth as in heaven, we don't want it. That's why we bring Jesus' name into it. Anything we receive, build or dream up belongs to God.

Prayer: God, help me turn my dreams and visions over to you. Be the Lord of my heart and mind. Make me part of achieving your will today. I pray it in Jesus' name. Amen.

Obadiah 10-16 On the Day that You Stood Aside

Observation: The prophet Obadiah is writing to the people of Edom, a country Southeast of Judah, after Jerusalem was occupied and destroyed by the Babylonians. The Edomites stood aside and did nothing. In fact, they gloated, even though Judah was their close relative. Therefore, says the Lord, no one will have compassion for Edom when it is in need. "As you have done, it shall be done to you."

Application: The poem of Pastor Martin Niemoeller, who spoke out against the Nazis in the 1930s, has been so widely quoted lately that it almost seems to be losing its meaning. Still, reading this Bible text I find it especially appropriate:



First they came for the communists, and I did not speak out—

Because I was not a communist.

Then they came for the trade unionists, and I did not speak out—

Because I was not a trade unionist.

Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak out—

Because I was not a Jew.

Then they came for me—and there was no one left to speak for me.


Niemoeller's poem is about standing aside when others are losing their freedom, their safety and their lives. It is as relevant today as it was in the twentieth century, as are Obadiah's words of the 6th century BC. Too often when we watch a neighbor being persecuted, rather than asking what is a right and faithful response, we ask, "how does their suffering affect me?". For people of faith, that question is utterly irrelevant. Just because a problem doesn't affect me directly doesn't mean it isn't a problem. And as Niemoeller points out, it's also short-sighted: from bitter experience he reminds us that a cruelty done to a neighbor today could be done to us tomorrow.


If I were to only use the power of my voice, my vote, whatever modicum of influence I have, to defend my own interests, you could call me a lot of things, but "Christian" isn't one of them. Jesus says any ordinary person off the street will generally love those who love them and be kind to those who are kind to them. His disciples are called to more. We are called to come to our neighbors' aid because of our shared humanity. Standing aside is not an option.


Prayer: God, show me how to speak out. Show me how to set fear and self-interest aside. Help me to be faithful in frightening times. In the name of our crucified and risen Lord, Jesus, I pray. Amen.

Deuteronomy 5:1-21 Sabbath Freedom

Observation: Moses' final sermon to the people of Israel includes a recap of the Ten Commandments God gave to them on the mountain. Just as in Exodus, the first place the commandments appear, special attention is paid to how and why the people should observe a Sabbath day every week. It's a great equalizer: it's for people of every station, free and slave alike, and it is born from Israel's communal trauma of being slaves themselves in Egypt.

Application: I recently had an online discussion with other Lutheran pastors about days off. It's variable, but most people take either Friday or Monday as a day of rest. It's becoming more common today for Pastors to take an actual "weekend" (Either Friday-Saturday, or Sunday afternoon through Monday) the same way many other professionals do.

What strikes me about our understanding of Sabbath today is that we sometimes think of it as a luxury, or a personal indulgence. It's not...it's a Commandment, and it's for everybody. It is an act of worship, in its way, to cede control of our lives to God and know the world will keep turning even if we get off the hamster wheel.  At the same time, we no longer live in a society that shuts down one day a week. It can't. While some rest, others pump gas, answer emergency calls, and monitor hospital units. Or, you know, preach the Gospel.  So our sense of Sabbath has become individualized. We have to figure out what Sabbath looks like for us. But it has to be a full day...if you think you can really let go of trying to be Lord and master of your life on four hours here and eight hours there, between shifts, with no consistent schedule, you've missed the point.

You're not a slave to anyone. Not your boss, not your bills, not the economy, not the election cycle, nobody. And besides that, you're not God. The world will get along fine without you, and even better when you return refreshed. Take a day and be free.

Prayer: God, help me let you be you. Amen. 

Matthew 5:27-37 A Hedge Around the Law

Observation: In his sermon on the mount, Jesus uses a Rabbinical teaching technique called "building a fence around the Law," or "Khumra" in Hebrew. The idea is to avoid committing small, less harmful sins in order to protect against bigger ones. Don't want to commit adultery? Don't even look lustfully at someone. Don't want to swear falsely? How about not swearing at all? You can see why Jesus says just a few verses earlier that he's not here to abolish but to fulfill the law.

Application: I don't know if you can relate to this, but I'm much less disciplined a person than I'd like to be. Sometimes reading Jesus' sermons is daunting. I don't love the idea of being cast into hell (or Gehenna, the actual word used here, but that's another story), just for a minor offense of my hand or eye. Jesus' standards are impossibly high. For him, technically fulfilling the law isn't enough. He raises the level of accountability to the nth degree, until pretty much nobody really feels "free and clear" in their day to day conduct.

I believe that's part of the point. I think Jesus intended to raise the stakes to the point where no one was comfortable or complacent anymore. If anything got under Jesus' skin it was a self-righteous attitude, so he pretty much torpedoes any chance of that from the get-go.

Jesus probably didn't intend for people to just read all this and despair. I think he really believed in the potential of humans to be better than the bare minimum. But he also knew how to hit us where it hurts, to remind us that nobody has this thing completely down. We all need God's grace.

Prayer: Jesus, build a fence around my heart. Help me be better today than yesterday, but also rely on your grace. Keep me hopeful but humble. Amen.

1 Corinthians 7:10-16 Paul's Advice on Marriage

Observation: In response to a question from the Christian community in Corinth, Paul writes that as a command "from the Lord", divorce is to be discouraged, and as a word of personal advice, "not from the Lord," that even if a Christian is married to a non-believer, they should stay together. I should note here that Paul's individual call from God was to stay unmarried and celibate all his days.

Application: Sigh. Putting together a sermon about Jesus' words on divorce this past Sunday was hard. And here comes Paul's advice right on its heels, and this is hard to read too. It's like a one-two punch. I know so many people who have been through divorce, and I know it's not because they messed up, or didn't try hard to work through issues they may have had. Yet there is still so much guilt and shame when it comes to divorce and Biblical texts like 1 Corinthians 7 aren't helping matters. I'm not sure what to do with it sometimes.

Of course, marriage is a lifelong commitment, and we should go into it intending that that be the case. God wants us to be able to support and love one another all of our days, and never have to wonder if the relationship we have today will be there tomorrow. That's the ideal. And I should say based on my reading of scripture, I don't believe that ideal lifelong commitment of love and support should only be open to heterosexual couples. God doesn't want any of us to be constantly doubting ourselves or our romantic partners, never knowing if and when we may end up alone.

But something I said on Sunday applies here too: I do not believe Paul or Jesus would have envisioned a world where people whose marriages end are ostracized from society, and especially not from the Christian community. God does not want a world where people have to choose to either endure abuse, misery, or households devoid of love or compassion, or to be completely isolated from their church, friends and family. Some situations in life are no-win. No one wakes up joyful and excited on the day their marriage comes to an end, but no one should ever face that day any less confident of God's love, support, forgiveness, and grace than they were before.

To paraphrase Pastor Nadia Bolz-Weber, God doesn't love the "ideal" version of you, because that person doesn't exist. God loves the "real" you, with your story, your past, your present, your future.

Prayer: God, I pray for anyone reading this today who may read texts like this and feel deep pain from their past. I pray you would love them and walk beside them as they heal. I pray you would remind them that nothing in all creation can separate them from your love. And I pray you would use your church not as a gavel of judgment, but as a living, breathing reminder of that promise.  Amen.