"But those who drink of the water that I will give them will never be thirsty." -John 4:14
Tuesday, December 22, 2020
Luke 1:46-55 The Veil of Time, and Magnifying God
Tuesday, December 15, 2020
Psalm 125 (NRSV)
1Those who trust in the LORD are like Mount Zion,
which cannot be moved, but abides forever.
2As the mountains surround Jerusalem,
so the LORD surrounds his people,
from this time on and forevermore.
3For the scepter of wickedness shall not rest
on the land allotted to the righteous,
so that the righteous might not stretch out
their hands to do wrong.
4Do good, O LORD, to those who are good,
and to those who are upright in their hearts.
5But those who turn aside to their own crooked ways
the LORD will lead away with evildoers.
Peace be upon Israel!
Observation: What I hear in this text is something we desperately need: stability. Comfort. Protection. Love. God protects God's people just like the mountains that surround Jerusalem. (They're not big snow-caps like the one in the photo, but they are majestic nonetheless!) Any earthly form of security can be shaken, but God will not.
Application: In a time of so much turmoil, God is our foundation. A theology professor in seminary used to correct us when we talked about God as a "being" or an "entity". He said, "It's not just that: God is the ground for ALL being!" If the whole universe is a mountainside, God isn't just one boulder among many, or the most majestic peak. God is the bedrock holding up the whole mountain! God is so much bigger, more ancient and more unshakable than any of our fears. There's no comparison! That doesn't mean the problems of our lives, or of our world today, aren't important and worth our attention. But at the end of the day, the mountain remains. And that mountain is love.
Prayer: God you are our rock, our foundation, our mountain range, even amid the storms of our lives. Protect us, Lord, in mind, body and spirit, that we may continue to walk your way and share your love. In Jesus' name, Amen.
Thursday, December 10, 2020
Philippians 3:7-11 "I Love Trash"
Application: It's kind of weird to have a religious career. We use a fancy word for it: "call". Though I do believe God has called me to be a pastor, and I also have a fancy letter that confirms the people of Advent Lutheran Church have called me, the fact remains, a professional call is also a job. A career. Just as Christians of any career should view their career as part of God's call for their lives, I recognize that my calling is also my job.
Where I'm going with this is: when your religious calling is also your job, sometimes you tend to do your job "religiously," as in assigning spiritual value to how good a job you do, how many hours you work, how many tasks you get done, and how well your church is doing by various measurable metrics. That, to quote the distinguished Apostle Paul, is "trash." And yet we love to do it. We feel a deep need to do it, to establish our value, for God's kingdom. Not just we. I. I catch myself a hundred times a day judging and assessing my worth based on what I can or can't do for God. I love trash. And it makes me grouchy.
I came to a very hard-won realization a couple years back, and it has stuck with me, even though I need to continually be called back to it. I am a child of God first. Other stuff comes after that. My job is important, and I've done it almost all my adult life, but it's not who I am. My church is important to this community, but how well people are reflecting Christ's love in the world, how many lives we are touching, is not who I am. The value of my job or our religious institution, compared to the surpassing value of just knowing Christ, who is a thousand times better at loving this world than I'll ever be, is trash. And it's time to crawl on out of the dumpster and accept some love and grace.
Prayer: Jesus, help me fall out of love with the trash of this life, and the trashy way I treat myself. Help me prize knowing you above all things. Amen.
Tuesday, December 8, 2020
Psalm 27 One Thing I Ask of the Lord
The Lord is my light and my salvation;
whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life;
of whom shall I be afraid?
When evildoers assail me
to devour my flesh—
my adversaries and foes—
they shall stumble and fall.
Though an army encamp against me,
my heart shall not fear;
though war rise up against me,
yet I will be confident.
One thing I asked of the Lord,
that will I seek after:
to live in the house of the Lord
all the days of my life,
to behold the beauty of the Lord,
and to inquire in his temple.
For he will hide me in his shelter
in the day of trouble;
he will conceal me under the cover of his tent;
he will set me high on a rock.
Now my head is lifted up
above my enemies all around me,
and I will offer in his tent
sacrifices with shouts of joy;
I will sing and make melody to the Lord.
Hear, O Lord, when I cry aloud,
be gracious to me and answer me!
‘Come,’ my heart says, ‘seek his face!’
Your face, Lord, do I seek.
Do not hide your face from me.
Do not turn your servant away in anger,
you who have been my help.
Do not cast me off, do not forsake me,
O God of my salvation!
If my father and mother forsake me,
the Lord will take me up.
Teach me your way, O Lord,
and lead me on a level path
because of my enemies.
Do not give me up to the will of my adversaries,
for false witnesses have risen against me,
and they are breathing out violence.
I believe that I shall see the goodness of the Lord
in the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord;
be strong, and let your heart take courage;
wait for the Lord!
Observation: Psalm 27 is a cry for God's help from enemies, but it's also an announcement of confidence in victory with God's help. What strikes me most today, though, is the longing, "to live in the house of the Lord all the days of my life."
Wednesday, December 2, 2020
Luke 21:34-38 Alert at All Times
Tuesday, December 1, 2020
Micah 4:6-13
Observation: God promises to take a remnant of those in Israel who were cast off and driven away, and make a strong nation of them. God continually reaches out to those on the margins of society, who are excluded or ignored by human systems of power.
Application: It's too easy to immediately identify with the "good guys," the "chosen", or at least the people getting the good news in any Bible passage. If God promises to make a remnant of "the lame," and those who are "cast off", my mind starts to go to my own obstacles, my own perceived limitations, ways I don't fit "the norm", or ways I've felt pushed out or cast off in the past. That's too quick and easy of a way to read passages like this. What if I'm not actually part of this special "remnant"? What if my job is to look for ways God welcomes in people not like me? What if it's time for me to step back, and share the voices of those whose experience has been all but ignored up to now?
Prayer: God, you gather remnants, and make strong communities and nations by lifting up those we reject. Remove from my heart any barriers to accepting people who are different from me. If I am part of their "casting out," help me repent and welcome them as I would welcome you. Amen.
Tuesday, November 24, 2020
Psalm 7: Judgment or Consequences?
Tuesday, November 10, 2020
Monday, November 2, 2020
1 John 3:1-3 We Don't Want to Be Like Him
Wednesday, October 28, 2020
Psalm 119 I Shall Walk at Liberty
Observation: Psalm 119 is the longest psalm by far (and the longest book of the Bible). Depending on how many essays and footnotes you've got in your Bible, there's a good chance if you open it smack in the middle, you'll find yourself somewhere in Psalm 119. And the whole thing is a love song devoted to God's law. The verse today that really has grabbed me and won't let me go is: "I shall walk at liberty, for I have sought your precepts." We tend to think of liberty as the absence of rules and regulations. But the psalm writer insists that there is a deeper freedom in choosing to seek God's way, intentionally, each day.
Application: Free will is a blessing and a curse. It's nice on paper to know we can make choices, but then there's the whole part where we have to take responsibility for them. It's cool, at first, to know that our actions have an impact on the world around us. But then, there's the part where our actions do actually, you know, have an impact. On the world around us. This gets intimidating. You can go down the rabbit hole of the "butterfly effect," where a butterfly flapping its wings on one side of world, by a chain of cause and effect, can create a tsunami elsewhere. If a butterfly can do that, then what consequences, intended and unintended, might my choices have? Like I said, freedom is a blessing and a curse. That's why I resonate with Psalm 119:45, where the psalmist finds liberty in seeking God's commandments. To have a guide, even if we don't always follow perfectly, is so much better than being adrift. To have Jesus' greatest commandment in mind, loving God above all and loving my neighbor as myself, sets me free from the constant worry and doubt about the impact I'm having. Sure, I will often fall short. And even more often, there will be unintended consequences of what I think of as love for my neighbor. But those consequences can bring lessons in themselves. And in the meantime, there is grace.
Prayer: God, thank you for your law, which shows me the way to go, and reminds me I can never do it perfectly. Help me to treasure it, for it continually drives me back to you. Amen.
Wednesday, October 21, 2020
Psalm 98 Make a Joyful Noise
Tuesday, October 20, 2020
Revelation 18:21-24 When It All Breaks Down
Application: I'm not sure if there's a non-confrontational way to say this, so I'm just going to say it. I see aspects of the Babylon of Revelation in our economic system today. I see the dominant spiritual struggle in our time to be valuing human lives more than we value income and wealth. We're in an economy that's more globalized than it's ever been, but we're also more disconnected from each other than ever before, such that we can buy a piece of clothing for a deep discount, and not give a second thought to the fact that the person who made it may be living on less than a dollar a day, and the person who sold it to us may be working full time and still living on food stamps. This to me is the heart of what Jesus was revealing to John of Patmos as "Babylon."
That said, I do not read Revelation as saying there's only ever one "Babylon" in history, and its end signals the end of the world. Babylon is a mindset that we have fallen prey to time after time. Time after time, God's Spirit has told us to "come out of Babylon", so that we don't take part in the natural consequences that happen when a dehumanizing system grinds to a halt. Just as John's listeners were urged to take a critical eye at the Roman system, we are urged to take a critical eye at our own system. For me, this simply means taking a step back, and examining how I spend my time and money. Do I feel at home in Babylon? Or am I feeling the call to "come out", and find better ways to love my neighbor with every dime I spend (or don't spend)?
Prayer: Jesus, call us out of Babylon. Help us remember our true citizenship is in your reign of love and justice. Amen.
Wednesday, October 14, 2020
John 6:25-35 The Works of God
Tuesday, October 13, 2020
Philippians 3:13-4:1 Our Citizenship
Observation: Paul has just listed all the ways in which he ought to be proud of his own cultural and religious credentials. he has done everything right, followed every rule, attained every outward reward from his religious system. yet he counts it all as rubbish compared to knowing Jesus Christ. Now, he invites his readers to imitate his behavior and attitude, and put the quest to know and connect with Jesus above any other human endeavor.
Application: Our citizenship is in heaven. Our first loyalty and allegiance is to Jesus Christ. Many Christians would say this, but to really live it out the way St. Paul and others have is harder. It's one thing to intellectually say, "I put Jesus first," but when Jesus has things to say about how we should spend our money, how we should relate to our family, what our priorities should be in the workplace, or the ballot box, a certain kind of cognitive dissonance sets in. We do lots of mental gymnastics to explain and justify why Jesus would think like we do. Surely Jesus would want us to put our own creature comforts first, or keep our money in our pockets instead of using it to help others. Surely he would admire who we admire, and hate who we hate. Surely he would want us to place loyalty to a nation or a political party so high that it borders upon worship.
To be a citizen of heaven is to stop making excuses, and stop assuming Jesus wants us to conform to the attitudes we see around us. It means forgetting what lies behind: trying to shed a lifetime of cultural assumptions about what a good person is. It means straining forward to what lies ahead: asking Jesus each new morning, who do you want me to be?
Prayer: Jesus, renew my citizenship in your Reign. Help me to be your subject, an ambassador for your way in the world. Amen.
Thursday, October 8, 2020
1 Peter 5:1-5 Celebrating Elders
Application: Pastoral authority is something that every leader deals with, when to stand firm and when to go with the flow, when to provide comfort and when to hold others to account. I was ordained at twenty six. I have struggled mightily over the years with feeling truly accepted as a leader. Still, my experience pales in comparison with stories I hear from pastors who are women (regardless of age) and people of color. The reality is you can do and say everything exactly right and some folks still will not respect you. The measure of your leadership has to be from the true Shepherd, not just from how people are treating you. That said, I will always support the authority and leadership if colleagues because we need to have each other's back. This is a tough calling.
Thirteen years in ministry has also transformed my attitude when it comes to "accepting the authority of elders." It's no secret that most churches are older in average age than the surrounding population. While I still think churches should set a goal of doing every kind of ministry they can with young people, at this point I celebrate that our church has many members who have lived long lives. I learn every day from seniors in church. Over the years they have taught me about faith, humility, priorities, pain, grief, and how to grapple with our own mortality. There is no other place but a religious community where I could have learned these lessons in such depth. And I dare say, I'd recommend it to anyone, even if your faith is a little shaky now. Sharing life together with folks further down the road than you is a treasure.
Prayer: God, thank you for elders. Thank you for their experience, their joy, their wisdom. Help us to honor them. Amen.
Tuesday, October 6, 2020
Psalm 144 Praying For, Not Against
Observation: This is a psalm attributed to King David, and it's a truly interesting one. It begins by humbly admitting human frailty: "what are human beings that you are mindful of them?" So far, so good. But then it makes a bizarre leap of logic. "Since we humans are so frail and transient, it would be that much easier for you to smite my enemies with fire and lightning, so please do that." Well, that didn't go as I expected. But once that chunk is over, David begins to pray for prosperity and abundance in Israel.
Application: Is it okay to pray against an adversary? Despite Jesus' command to "pray for those who persecute you," we see many prayers in psalms like this one, where God's people seem to be doing just that. In our increasingly divided nation, I have heard Christians jokingly use Psalm 109:8 to "pray for" a president with whom they disagree. "may his days be few; may another seize his position." (I have heard this "prayer" aimed both at president Obama and President Trump). But as one of those pesky pastors who insist on reading things in context, I need to remind folks that verse 9 goes on, "may his children be orphans, and his wife a widow." It is a prayer for an adversary's death.
Even though Psalm 109 is in the Bible, I can't justify any prayer for death for any individual, no matter how much suffering they have caused. But what I appreciate in Psalm 144, despite its call for divine smiting, is that it eventually comes around to the result David hopes for. Yes, he's a human king, and wants his enemies dead. But what he wants more is health and prosperity for his nation. Healthy children, barns full of produce, plentiful livestock, peaceful streets. That's David's goal. Maybe with God's help, in that time and place, David can get as far as loving his people more than he hates his enemies. Maybe in our own time and place, with the guidance of Jesus, who prayed for his own enemies even as they were crucifying him, we can get farther.
The last thing I want to do is shame people for feeling how they feel in these intensely traumatic times. Maybe what we can manage right now is, "Your Kingdom come, Your will be done." And we know from the life of Jesus that God's kingdom includes better healing, more inclusive community, and a deeper kind of prosperity and justice than we humans could have envisioned on our own anyway. If you are struggling in your prayers, I'm going to pray for you today.
Prayer: Jesus, help me to act like you, and especially pray like you. I pray it in your name. Amen.
Wednesday, September 30, 2020
Matthew 9:2-8 Easier Said Than Done
Observation: In the first century mindset, sin and sickness were connected. So were forgiveness and healing. But in the second-temple religious system, the only way to be "sure" God has forgiven your sins was to go to Jerusalem and have a priest offer a sacrifice for you in the temple. For Jesus to just forgive a man his sins in someone's house would have been seen as totally illegitimate and blasphemous. But Jesus doesn't back down. To show this paralyzed man his sins are forgiven, he commands him to stand and walk. Therein lies the proof of Jesus' authority.
Application: Christians (especially Lutherans) talk a whole lot about grace. We talk a lot about forgiveness. I know I do. But we talk a lot less about how that grace should change us. How should I think and speak differently, now that I've been relieved of an unbearable burden of sin? How should I move differently through this world? I may not be like the man in the story, with one single dramatic moment of coming into contact with God's grace, and going from paralysis to movement. Not many of us are like that. But I have moments every day, and certainly every week, where I encounter Jesus. And if I don't act any different at all before and after--if not even one little part of my soul starts to "get up and walk"--then maybe it's time to head back to Jesus and try it again. That's what a real encounter with forgiveness is all about.
Prayer: Jesus, forgive me. Forgive me for not making full use of my forgiveness. For not getting up and walking freely, using my voice and my mind freely to praise you and to be your hands and feet in the world. The next time you say my sins are forgiven, help me to be more ready to get up. Amen.
Tuesday, September 29, 2020
Daniel 10:10-14, 12:1-3 Our Better Angels
Friday, September 25, 2020
Acts 13:32-41 Not Raised to Power, Raised to Life
Acts 13:32-41 (NRSV)
32And we bring you the good news that what God promised to our ancestors 33he has fulfilled for us, their children, by raising Jesus; as also it is written in the second psalm,
'You are my Son;
today I have begotten you.'
34As to his raising him from the dead, no more to return to corruption, he has spoken in this way,
'I will give you the holy promises made to David.'
35Therefore he has also said in another psalm,
'You will not let your Holy One experience corruption.'
36For David, after he had served the purpose of God in his own generation, died, was laid beside his ancestors, and experienced corruption; 37but he whom God raised up experienced no corruption. 38Let it be known to you therefore, my brothers, that through this man forgiveness of sins is proclaimed to you; 39by this Jesus everyone who believes is set free from all those sins from which you could not be freed by the law of Moses. 40Beware, therefore, that what the prophets said does not happen to you:
41'Look, you scoffers!
Be amazed and perish,
for in your days I am doing a work,
a work that you will never believe, even if someone tells you.'"
Observation: This is the second half of a sermon Paul preaches to a synagogue in Perga, a city in Pamphylia (modern Turkey). Using verses from the Hebrew Bible, Paul compares and contrasts the story of King David with the story of Jesus. Though David had a great deal of political power and served God's purpose for him in his time, like all human beings, he eventually died. But Paul's point is that though Jesus may not have had the same kind of political clout that David had, he had done something David could never do. He was raised from the dead.
Application: Resurrection is a whole other kind of power. It is an affirmation of life. God loves us, not just as spirits, but as human beings with bodies. It is an affirmation of Jesus' way of life. Jesus never commanded an army, stormed an enemy outpost, or sat on a throne in Jerusalem, the way his ancestor, King David, had. His followers kept waiting for that--that was what they thought the word "Messiah," anointed ruler of Israel, meant--but that day never came. Instead, Jesus spoke unflinching truth to those who had that kind of power, and paid for it with his life. But he was raised. This is God's check mate to death, and by extension, to any Empire that wields death as a weapon. This lays low the hollowness of any ruler, no matter how just or unjust they may be: if the worst they can do is kill you, resurrection renders them powerless. If their own rule is brought to a close at the mouth of the grave, then there is only one conclusion: Jesus is Lord, because his grave is empty.
I guess I haven't really "applied" the text yet. Sorry. Here it is. If Jesus is Risen, he is Lord. Not just today but forever. No person in power, and no way of thinking about power, no ideology, no policy, no army of lobbyists or legislators or pundits, is worth even a fraction of an inch of my soul's territory, because they are all going to crumble and decompose with the passage of time. If Jesus is Lord, it makes zero sense for me to walk any other way than Jesus' way of love, mercy and justice, and let the chips fall where they may. If Jesus is Lord, that doesn't mean what I do, what I say, and how I conduct myself in this world doesn't matter. It means it matters even more, because I don't have to waste my time trying to play some sort of temporary game. Blessing the meek, the mourners, the peacemakers, actually works. Forgiving seventy times seven actually works. Preaching liberty to captives and good news to the poor actually works. It doesn't matter what it looks like to system of power that are rotting from the inside out. If resurrection is on our side, I want to be on the side of Jesus, no matter what.
Prayer: Jesus, help me be on your side, come what may. Amen.
Thursday, September 24, 2020
James 4:11-16 "If You Don't Have Anything Nice to Say..."
Observation: Although the letter of James only says to be from "James, servant of God", Christian tradition claims it was from the hand of Jesus' younger brother, who led the church in Jerusalem for almost thirty years before being martyred. Maybe it's my imagination, but in his discussion about judgment in this passage, I can see the "family resemblance" in its similarity to Jesus' sermon on the mount. James' letter makes the interesting claim that if you speak evil against anyone, you are speaking evil against God's law and judging the law.
Application: There's a very important theological reason why Jesus, James and others caution against judging others. To judge another person is to put ourselves in the place of God, which is to break the First Commandment, "You shall have no other gods before me." It's an important reminder to be humble. I'm not God. I'm a mortal. My perspective is limited, and my own "rap sheet" with regard to sin is far from clean.
Still, at the risk of complicating things (I am great at that!), we sometimes reduce these weighty commands into simple and strict rules of etiquette. We've all heard "If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all." This can cause us to clam up and never speak out, never hold fellow believers accountable when their behavior is harmful to us and others. "Well, I'm not one to judge..."
There's a difference between judging someone, and holding them to account to live what they believe. Especially when we are in close enough of a relationship with them where we think they will listen, sometimes it is our duty to say, "Hey, have you thought about how what you said/did back there may have affected others? Have you prayed about how that squares with your faith?" This is more an art than a science, of course, and it's never a comfortable conversation. But to grow in faith, sometimes we have to leave the black and white world of "never ever say anything negative", into the gray world of mutual accountability, especially among people who profess to follow Jesus.
Prayer: God, forgive us our sins, as we forgive those who sin against us. Keep me humble and grounded. And help me humbly speak the truth to those who need to hear it, even when they don't want to. Amen.
Tuesday, September 22, 2020
Psalm 106:1-12 It's Nothing Personal
Friday, September 18, 2020
Nahum 2:3-13 More Harsh Words for Nineveh
Thursday, September 17, 2020
Nahum 1:1, 14-2:2 "Oh Here They Come"
Observation: The prophet Nahum encourages the people to celebrate the fall of Nineveh, a capital city of the oppressive Assyrian Empire, which has been dominating the region. What jumps out at me is the joyful greeting of "the one who brings good tidings, who proclaims peace."
Application: Would you try a thought experiment with me? I'm going to write a declarative statement, with no punctuation and no indication of a tone of voice, and you tell me how you hear it. Here goes:
Oh here come the Christians
First, what context were you picturing? The site of a natural disaster? A local food pantry? A protest on a hot-button issue? Your favorite brunch restaurant? The comments section of a local news story? Does it sound different depending on the context you imagine, or about the same? Let's try it again...
Oh here come the Christians
This time, let me ask the pointed question: in the context you imagine, is this statement good news? And hearing this statement, would you expect the words and actions of those Christians to be good news? Would you expect the environment to become more peaceful? More loving? Would you expect those held captive to experience freedom? Would you expect those who are sick in some way to experience healing? Would you expect whatever is said or done at that point to be good news to the poor?
Yes? Terrific, I would love to meet your friends.
No? Then I think we've got a problem.
And it's not a skin-deep PR type problem. I think it's a discipleship problem. Because Christians are good news people, and we follow a Lord who announced everything I just wrote to be fulfilled in his presence. As I read in Nahum about "the one who brings good tidings, who proclaims peace," I think, "that should be us, because of who we follow." And if not, that's not a Jesus problem. And it's not a "those Christians over there who we disagree with" problem. It's an us problem.
Prayer: Change my heart, oh God. Help me tp turn to you in faith, and let your good news soak into my life, my heart, my behavior, my words, so that my arrival actually is good news for the world. Amen.
Wednesday, September 16, 2020
Mark 11:20-25 Figs, Faith and Forgiveness
Observation: Jesus and his disciples are walking into Jerusalem for the day and they pass a fig tree that Jesus cursed the previous day. It has withered. Jesus uses this as an object lesson, that if you ask for something in prayer, and believe you have received it, God will grant it to you. As Jesus continues to talk about prayer, he also includes forgiveness alongside faith as an essential ingredient. God forgives us when we are able to forgive.
Application: Whew, there's a lot to unpack here. What troubles me about this passage is not so much the bold assertion about the power of faith, but the object lesson Jesus uses. In the previous passage, the fig tree was not in the wrong...Jesus was hungry, and wanted figs, but it wasn't fig season! The tree was living the natural course of its life, and Jesus struck it down! Even though the words about forgiveness seem to be tacked onto the end of this passage about prayer and faith, maybe they're more connected than I realized. Maybe Jesus' action, which is shocking and hard to understand for me, is a lesson about forgiveness. I will never understand exactly why others do what they do. If I had to understand them to forgive them, I wouldn't forgive often. It's strange, and a little uncomfortable, to think that I would have to "forgive" Jesus, who has forgiven me of so much. But in the short term, while his behavior is a mystery, that's where I have to start. I may have to let go of this story for a while, to speak to me some other day.
Prayer: Jesus, I don't get it. I don't know why you cursed that poor tree, and it makes me mad. It sounds presumptuous to say "I forgive you," but if I don't say it, this will just bounce around in my brain for too long. So let me just say it. I forgive you. I want to let go of this story until you show me what it means. Help me, Lord. Amen.
Tuesday, September 15, 2020
Psalm 133: Living Together
Application: It's been a very intense time for "kindred living together." Half a year into the coronavirus crisis, I don't need to tell you that for many families, "unity" sometimes feels more like an aspirational goal than an everyday reality. I don't have any magic bullets from the Bible to make a stressed, snippy family into a happy and unified one. I would guess we all know a few tricks, like getting sleep and exercise, eating nutritious food, taking quiet time alone each day, giving hugs, etc... I think we know what we can do, even if we don't always do it. But from Psalm 133, one thing I get is that when the unity happens, when things are clicking, and your family is working well together as a team, you should stop and take a mental snapshot. How good and pleasant it is! Maybe it feels rare. But I promise you it will feel a lot less rare if you make a note of it when it does happen. A favorite weekly ritual for our family, which started as a Lenten discipline, is that Tuesday night is "screen free night". After dinner, we turn off the TV and computers, stow the phones, and play board games, ask trivia questions, take walks, and just unplug. It makes me feel a little more human after a day of being tied to machines. That's worked for us. How good and pleasant it is!
Prayer: God, help us remember the unity, the good and the pleasant, the times when it's working. Use those moments to sustain us when life is stressful and hard. Amen.
Friday, September 4, 2020
Romans 10:15-21 Don't Know What You've Got Til It's Gone
Observation: In this section of his letter to the Romans, Paul is trying to make sense of why his message about Jesus has been embraced by many Gentiles, but has not been universally embraced by his fellow Jews. His argument, based on his reading of the Hebrew scriptures, is that God must intend to make God's chosen people jealous by embracing people from other backgrounds, in order to win back the children of Israel. But later Paul makes clear his belief that, however long it takes, reconciliation will eventually happen.
Application: Romans 10 hits home for me because, like many of Paul's Jewish readers, I grew up in a religiously devout household. Faith was kind of something I took for granted for much of my childhood. There were certainly bumps, twists and forks in the road for me as a teenager and as a young adult. I've been fortunate enough to learn about many other faiths and philosophies of life, but the ultimate result for me has been a return "home" to reclaim the faith I grew up with. I sometimes wonder if that doesn't make me a little complacent when it comes to really examining my assumptions about life. What would it take to force me to really change my perspective? What would a conversion experience look like for me? Sometimes, I'll admit, I get a bit envious when I talk with someone who became a Christian on their own, through some sort of dramatic conversion. I have noticed that often they make terrific evangelists, because they know what it's like to have God's love revealed to them for the very first time. Maybe it's a little bit of the 'grass is always greener' phenomenon. I'm not ashamed of my story, but hearing the stories of others definitely does help my perspective, and helps me appreciate my inherited and reclaimed faith more.
Prayer: God, thank you for raising me in faith. Thank you for the gift of my baptism and for the many people who formed me in faith. Help me never to take any of it for granted. Help me use my unique story to witness to you.
Wednesday, September 2, 2020
Matthew 12:22-32 If Satan Casts Out Satan
22Then they brought to him a demoniac who was blind and mute; and he cured him, so that the one who had been mute could speak and see. 23All the crowds were amazed and said, "Can this be the Son of David?" 24But when the Pharisees heard it, they said, "It is only by Beelzebul, the ruler of the demons, that this fellow casts out the demons." 25He knew what they were thinking and said to them, "Every kingdom divided against itself is laid waste, and no city or house divided against itself will stand. 26If Satan casts out Satan, he is divided against himself; how then will his kingdom stand? 27If I cast out demons by Beelzebul, by whom do your own exorcists cast them out? Therefore they will be your judges. 28But if it is by the Spirit of God that I cast out demons, then the kingdom of God has come to you. 29Or how can one enter a strong man's house and plunder his property, without first tying up the strong man? Then indeed the house can be plundered. 30Whoever is not with me is against me, and whoever does not gather with me scatters. 31Therefore I tell you, people will be forgiven for every sin and blasphemy, but blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven. 32Whoever speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven, either in this age or in the age to come.
Observation: Jesus' words here have always been a little confusing to me. Essentially, he is trying to argue that he is not casting out demons by a demonic power, but in the name of God, as a sign of God's Reign being near. For this reason, it is one of the worst sins a person can commit, to see God's work and attribute it to demonic forces.
But the tricky thing is Jesus' argument (famously quoted VERY out of context by Abe Lincoln) is, "A house divided against itself cannot stand." Jesus' point is that if he is casting out one demon in the name of another demon, then the realm of demons is divided against itself, and should be falling. But since the realm of demons is clearly very much alive and well, therefore it must still be unified. Therefore, Jesus must be on God's side.
Application: Evil is very much alive in our world today. I don't think there's any denying that. If Jesus' words hold true, that "a house divided against itself cannot stand," then it makes sense to see the evil in the world as very much united...maybe more united than Jesus' disciples. But it's easy to unite around a goal of dividing and destroying. It's much harder to unite around a goal of surrendering ourselves to the will of a loving God. What I take from this passage is less about fighting evil around me than fighting evil within me. Maybe I need to spend less time worrying about how well the spiritual house I built for myself is standing, and just let it fall, and let God rebuild what needs to be there.
Prayer: God, your will be done, not mine. Strengthen that in me which belongs to you. By your Spirit's power, help me build that up in others, too, rather than trying to knock it down out of envy. And anything in me that doesn't belong to you, Lord, let it fall.